July 30th 2011- Procrastination

hi people(:

sorry for not updating in a little while, not much as happened since Lizzy left......hmm let me think of something interesting.....oh! story time! :D

last Monday I went to a little party with a  few people from school. Hannah(obviousley) went with me and the group who we met were (names changed) Daniel(who Hannah is starting to really like, but I like her with this guy Vinny better- but he will come up a bit  later) Ted, Sean, Kenneth, Savannah, and June were all there. it was nothing much. played poker(me and Kenneth did awesome!) went night swimming, played truth or dare(awkward...lol) played the wii and even played hide and seek in the dark! making me fall asleep at 5 AM, actually I think I was the only one to actually fall asleep =P And we went to Dennys the next morning, very fun!

A couple days later Hannah and I go to our friend's Andy's house to meet up with Vinny and Andy's girlfriend Shelly to watch Star Wars episode 5, I really dont like Stars Wars but Hannah is obbssed! She will amke a nerd very very happy one day, besides the fact that she is amazingly pretty. Well, we didnt finish the movie, we were talking to much. And Vinny's best friend Kasey came over and we go into the back room to play ping pong. More like the Boys hit the balls so they fly all around the room and the girls hide =P then we went night swimming. Great night.

Since then, I've been at home doing homework, fun right? well I have a decent chunk done- and this leads me into my title "Procrastination" if the country was to be led by the biggest procrastinator- I would be president. I'm good at doing homework, but I never have the motivation to START! I'm very bad, so I've been lazy, trying to avoid the homework, but this is for an AP class and school starts in....*counts on fingers* 12 days maybe? EEP! (I'm gonna be a senior!!!!) so I really need to finish....oh a text....From Hannah! *checks*

WHAT! she needs me to be ready in 15! well it helps me procrastinate! Better go shower! bye lovies!

Whitney(:

July 20th 2011- Big Time Rush Concert and More(:

Tonight has been a whirlwind of emotions for me

the first was amazing because I got to see BIG TIME RUSH!!! they came to my county fair! I wasn't a huge fan of them until the concert because they are amazing live!!!!!! I was in the 10th row and it was incredible

the rest wasnt as good. Kaitlyn and I had to find Lizzy and Hannah who didnt want to watch the concert so we could meet my dad at 10 o clock. we find them but the cell service is awful. so I cant get a hold of him and where he is. Hannah decides we split up. 20 steps later Kaitlyn gets a call from a sheriff saying where my dad is, we go to get the other 2 and they are no where in sight. we find my dad then call them. they take FOREVER and my dad is PISSED. he even yelled at them over the phone when they called me. So we finally get in the car he dropped off Hannah and Kaitlyn at their houses and then he goes off on Lizzy saying hes going to wake her up at 6 AM and he took away her phone for the rest of the trip. Lizzy and I sleep in differnent rooms, she comes in my room to use my laptop and go on facebook. She starts saying awful nasty things about my dad. I refuse for anyone to say ANYTHING about my parents so I tell her off and take my computer. That made me cry. I hear my dad and go and talk to him. he tells me then that hes calling Lizzy's dad to come get her. she left at about 2 PM today, and honestly I'm pretty happy. She was creating unnessary tension. And Hannah is now refusing to come over to my house, and I can only go ove to her house...that will last a month TOPS...... =/

Whitney(:

July 18th 2011- Sneaking Out

ok, so Lizzy is still here. Her and Hannah and I are all at my house. At about 3 AM this morning Hannah and Lizzy are getting texts wanting to pick them up and take them to a party. I say 100% no and refuse to give them my address. But they completely dont listen to me and sneak out of my house at 330 in the morning. I was going to stay up and wait for them but I crashed at about 5 AM. Get woken up at 6AM but none other than my PARENTS!!!! crap! They were very disappointed(thats worse than being mad for them) but very proud of me that I didnt go. Lizzy and Hannah come home about 30 minutes later and they have just been hiding in my room all day. I hate that they are using me like this! Espicially Lizzy! They were threatening to send her home...this is crazy

Whitney(:

July 16th 2011- stupid boys

Ok I know I'm writing this on the 18th, but this whole stpory happened on the 16th-17th so I wanted to remember the exact day it happened

First a couple days ago my uncle drops off my cousin Elizabeth(Lizzy) to visit(he still hasnt told us when hes coming to get her). I love her to death so I'm excited to have her visit. Me and her are polar oppisites, but I was one of the first people she met when she was adopted(from Russia) and we have a really close bond.

on the 16th I get a call from Hannah saying Amanda is completely mad at her. Apparently Hannah flirted with a boy Amanda wanted to get with, but Amanda didnt tell Hannah this. Now I'm not going to lie, I had been hoping this would happen for a while, so I was kinda happy, as bad as it was. I know shes still pretty upset about it.

well later that day Lizzy and I go to Hannahs house to go swimming. At about 8:30 Hannah gets a text inviting her to a party. I'm not a party person and normally dont enjoy them when I go. but I know Lizzy is a party person ans wanted her to have fun while she was here, not to think I was a stick in the mud. So I go with the both of them, and who is there? Amanda! Now I thought this would happen, but I guess it never came across Hannah's mind. Well they just didnt tak to eachother, though it was annoying since Amanda kept coming in the same room we were in but then giving Hannah the cold shoulder.

The wierd part for me was I was actually having fun at this party...there was some people who were really funny and I had a good time getting to know them. Well Hannah, since she cant drive her car, we had to crash at the owner's house, as with some more people...and they did have some alcohol. I did not have one drip of alcohol, I refuse to drink, to much of my family drinks for me to have any want or need to drink. some were straight up drunk, some were just tipsy. One of them was this guy Jake. He was just tipsy. Out of the people who had to crash at the house the girls was just me and Lizzy and Hannah at the house. Not wanting to remember our names, Jake names us girl 1,2,and 3. He calls me over and starts talking to me. Now, unlike Hannah and Lizzy I havent had the same experiences when it comes to guys. I've only kissed 2 guys in my life while they have kissed a decent amount more, and done more...

So I knew they were excited I was talking to this guy, and probablly some of it was me but I did it maybe to make them happy. But It was very nice to have a boy tell me I'm pretty and be nice to me, my life with boys is somewhat lacking. Well early in the morning its just me and him in the room, we are talking and stuff then he pulls me in and...we kiss, more then kiss really, more like makeout. I tell him this is aboslutely not me and he lets me go. I leave and tell Hannah everything. This is about 6:30 in the morning, and we needed to leave because our ride needed to leave. He wanted me to stay and take me home later so we could spend more time together, I said I couldnt. It would bring up to many questions. He gets butthurt thinking it was him, but I told him it wasnt. He was really cute and sweet with, the drinking thing aside, pretty good morals.

He gave me his number, and Hannah and Lizzy were nagging me ALL DAY to text him, but I didnt want to. Finally to shut them up I text him...and he doesnt remember me!!! Well if you makeout with someone I expect you to remember their name!!! Hes only the 3rd boy I've ever kissed. I would hope he would remember me. I guess I am upset at them, but part of it is my fault for listening to them. Then later we are at my house and they skype some boy, they know I'm upset and just be flirty with other lowlifes anyway. I go to bed at 10 o clock just irritated....I guess I deserved being upset...One of the worst nights of my life, I've never felt lower

Whitney(:

July 12th, 2011

Hey, so this is my first real blog. Kinda going into diary mode.

okay, last night at 7:38 PM Cali time I get a text message from Hannah, telling me she has been in an accident. Technically her second accident. And shes only had her license for about 5 months. Both times she has crashed she has been with the same girl, Amanda. But I will get more into her later. I get a text about 2 hours later saying she can no longer drive. Well I freak out. That license meant the world to her. Yes she drove people around, though she wasnt supposed to. But she was a very good driver, when she wanted to be. so I try to consol her and ask if she can have anyone over, so that she can vent to me. She replies saying that Amanda was over but her mom didnt want anyone over. The comment kind of confused me. If I couldnt come over, why could Amanda. I knew very well her mom like me better, thought I was more responsible. To find out this morning Hannah had her mom drive her and Amanda to Amanda's house last night. So today I'm home alone while my parents are both at work. I stay in my pajamas and re-read Harry Potter(whos excited for the new movie? I am!!!)  Just texting a few people and didn't expect to leave the house. At about 2:30 PM I get a call from her asking if I had any soccer balls, well of course I do. She tells me that she is at the middle school just down the street from my house and they want to play soccer and if they could borrow the ball. I was unwilling at first but then she said I could join them. I knew the only reason I was invited was because of the ball, and I was upset about that, but I had a right to be upset about that, right? We are supposed to be best friends, wouldn't she want me there anyway?

well I walk to the school and of course Amanda is there, though I guessed she would be. Amanda and Hannah got close really fast because they have alot in common, they both have the same birthday, have the same taste in boys and just really get along. And I dont have a problem with that, I'm  glad Hannah has a variety of friends, but they got really close when I went to San Antonio and I took Chelsea. They do stuff that isnt my style, they party and do "stuff" with boys. When they say 3 is a crowd, they really mean it. And since I've gotten back from Texas I've tried to hang out with Hannah but if it doesnt work out in her's and Amanda's schedule. it doesnt work. I dont want to be replaced by someone else. we have so much history together, I dont want someone else to ruin it. I feel wierd and all self pity right now, but dont I have a right to be upset? oh I hope so......

Whitney(:

My Friends

ok, this is the last blog wher I will be introducing stuff. Again I will be changing names, for privacy sake.

lets begin by saying I'm not one of those people who has had a life long best friend. I wish I have, because then maybe things would be a whole lot simplier. I've had best friends who have come and gone. Some have moved, some things was my fault, and some went to differnent schools and we didnt keep in touch.

well I have a group now that I met in high school. Four girls are my absolute best friends: Hannah, Chelsea, Shaye, and Kaitlyn.

Hannah, is my number one best friend. I met her freshman year because she moved from another city. We have no clue how we get along so well, we are polar oppisites. But we know we will always be there for eachother, and thats what matters. She has 2 little sisters Mia who is 14 and Emily who is 12. They are like my little sisters and will probally be in this alot. Hannah is 16

Chelsea, who I didnt get extremely close to until junior year. We are like twins, our lives our parallel. And shes my one friend who I can obbsess over Justin Bieber with. I just took her on a trip to San Antonio, that was amazing. Chelsea is also 16

Shaye, we met freshman year and got close through drama and dance class. we have alot in common and have a million inside jokes. Though I mainly only see her in school though, which is depressing. But I love her dearly. Shaye is the oldest being 17, turning 18 this December

Kaitlyn is the one who can make me laugh more than anyone, and I love her for it. when you think of Kaitlyn, just think funny...oh and the San Francisco Giants. Kaitlyn is 16.

This is the main group who I will be talking about. Like with my family if anyone else pops up I will just introduce them. My next post should be up shortly. Alot has happened in the last 24 hours

Whitney(:

My Family

Hey Guys, well I quickly got addicted, just going into some family dynamics, this will begin to feel like a diary. I will try to keep you interested. There is alot to tell. And I'm going to slightly change the names, just to keep some privacy (:

My parents Nick and Kelsey married on August 22nd 1993. My mom has a son(Kevin) from a previous marriage who was 5 when I was born in 1994. My dad has two daughters from his previous marriage Shelby who was I think 14 or so when I was born and Jennifer who was about 12 or so when I was born. The oddest thing about my parents is that they are 12 years apart. So now in the year 2011 my dad is 59 and my mom is 47. My brother is now 22. My oldest sister is 30 and married(Justin) and have two kids Harry(who was born out of wedlock to a different man) is 9 and Camille who was born between the two is 4 months old. My next older sister is 28. That is the direct family who will be in this blog the most. If any other family members pop in I'll just introduce them. Are you getting a mental picture? Good! (wow that was very Dora the Explorer ish)

My family was very normal until November 13th 2003 when my brother was hit by a car and suffered severe brain damage. He was in a coma for a week, and its amazing he made it. He broke both of his legs and had to go through physical therapy. He was in the hospital for around a month. It was probally the worst month of my life...but the next event turned it into the worst year of my life. A while later my sister(Jennifer) got in a crash on the freeway, and she wasnt wearing her seatbelt, she has since had 2 hip replacements. She came to stay at home for a while making me give up my room, and an almost 10 year old doesnt fully get it...ya that was a hard year.

Ok thats enough heavy, we are a normal family, we get in fights, alot. but deep down we know we will always be there for one another, just like any other family. My nephew is a sports fanatic, and plays hockey and baseball. I saw him hit his first homerun that went over the fence today. And when my niece starts ballet. I will be at her first recital. I care and love my family more than anything and I wouldnt leave them for the world.

The Life- Intro

Hey Everyone (:

My name is Whitney and I am seventeen years old. I live in California and live the complete average life. I'm not an actress, I dont live in LA, I'm not insanely rich. Just a normal girl, living her life.

I want to record this- kind of like a diary. Heading into my senior year in high school next month I feel if I dont write this down now, I wont remember alot of the little things later.

I hope the people who read this will be able to relate to this. Teenage girls will be like "Oh I toatally understand how she feels" and even moms can be like "So thats how my daughter responds to that."

I hope this account and story can live on and help people. Or at least amuse them. In my next couple blogs I will dicuss just the family and friends in my life, just so people have more of an idea of me. I hope people like and relate to this. Give me tips and comments, please I'm new. I hope we have a long journey on this blog (:

Whitney(: