Monday, July 18, 2011

July 16th 2011- stupid boys

Ok I know I'm writing this on the 18th, but this whole stpory happened on the 16th-17th so I wanted to remember the exact day it happened

First a couple days ago my uncle drops off my cousin Elizabeth(Lizzy) to visit(he still hasnt told us when hes coming to get her). I love her to death so I'm excited to have her visit. Me and her are polar oppisites, but I was one of the first people she met when she was adopted(from Russia) and we have a really close bond.

on the 16th I get a call from Hannah saying Amanda is completely mad at her. Apparently Hannah flirted with a boy Amanda wanted to get with, but Amanda didnt tell Hannah this. Now I'm not going to lie, I had been hoping this would happen for a while, so I was kinda happy, as bad as it was. I know shes still pretty upset about it.

well later that day Lizzy and I go to Hannahs house to go swimming. At about 8:30 Hannah gets a text inviting her to a party. I'm not a party person and normally dont enjoy them when I go. but I know Lizzy is a party person ans wanted her to have fun while she was here, not to think I was a stick in the mud. So I go with the both of them, and who is there? Amanda! Now I thought this would happen, but I guess it never came across Hannah's mind. Well they just didnt tak to eachother, though it was annoying since Amanda kept coming in the same room we were in but then giving Hannah the cold shoulder.

The wierd part for me was I was actually having fun at this party...there was some people who were really funny and I had a good time getting to know them. Well Hannah, since she cant drive her car, we had to crash at the owner's house, as with some more people...and they did have some alcohol. I did not have one drip of alcohol, I refuse to drink, to much of my family drinks for me to have any want or need to drink. some were straight up drunk, some were just tipsy. One of them was this guy Jake. He was just tipsy. Out of the people who had to crash at the house the girls was just me and Lizzy and Hannah at the house. Not wanting to remember our names, Jake names us girl 1,2,and 3. He calls me over and starts talking to me. Now, unlike Hannah and Lizzy I havent had the same experiences when it comes to guys. I've only kissed 2 guys in my life while they have kissed a decent amount more, and done more...

So I knew they were excited I was talking to this guy, and probablly some of it was me but I did it maybe to make them happy. But It was very nice to have a boy tell me I'm pretty and be nice to me, my life with boys is somewhat lacking. Well early in the morning its just me and him in the room, we are talking and stuff then he pulls me in and...we kiss, more then kiss really, more like makeout. I tell him this is aboslutely not me and he lets me go. I leave and tell Hannah everything. This is about 6:30 in the morning, and we needed to leave because our ride needed to leave. He wanted me to stay and take me home later so we could spend more time together, I said I couldnt. It would bring up to many questions. He gets butthurt thinking it was him, but I told him it wasnt. He was really cute and sweet with, the drinking thing aside, pretty good morals.

He gave me his number, and Hannah and Lizzy were nagging me ALL DAY to text him, but I didnt want to. Finally to shut them up I text him...and he doesnt remember me!!! Well if you makeout with someone I expect you to remember their name!!! Hes only the 3rd boy I've ever kissed. I would hope he would remember me. I guess I am upset at them, but part of it is my fault for listening to them. Then later we are at my house and they skype some boy, they know I'm upset and just be flirty with other lowlifes anyway. I go to bed at 10 o clock just irritated....I guess I deserved being upset...One of the worst nights of my life, I've never felt lower

Whitney(:

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